Crazy Fake Wife. Episode 44

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{Forcefully Betrothed}

EPISODE 44. {Memories II}

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~BRYAN~

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To tell her that I love her? I haven’t never actually thought about that because I knew that she would never be mine so what’s the point of trying to get her if she’s never going to be mine.

She has a boyfriend one that she loves so even if I do tell her that I love her it would make no difference to her.

It never does and it wouldn’t start now but again Gwen is right!

What if she actually feels something for me and I haven’t been able to find out because I never for once let her know how I feel about her also but again… If I say something like that then it would probably change everything that’s between us.

It would go from hating each other or one of us pretending to hate the other one which is me to everything turning awkward. And she would surely make sure that she derives pleasure in mocking me.

I don’t even want to say anything. Why can’t she just know that I love her without me actually saying the words?! Actions speaks better than words they say then why can’t my actions speak better than my words for her.

‘Probably your actions have been nothing but that of hatred towards her ‘

My subconscious pricks me and I know that it’s right. My actions towards her have been so terrible so of course she wouldn’t know. But again..telling her that I love her,I just don’t see myself doing that.

“I don’t know about that Gwen. I don’t think that I should… ”

I start and she glares at me to tell me to keep shut while I just sigh,nodding my head.

“I’m telling you what I know is true. Not what I’m guessing that it must be true. You would never know if she truly feels something for you or not until you tell her how you feel about her too.

You can’t just seat around and wait for her to just show up and tell you that she loves you. We both know that it doesn’t work that way. Girls never makes the first move,we wait for you guys to do it.”

“Are you in love with someone?”

I raise my brows at her and she shakes her head immediately, her cheeks heating up and I know she’s lying alreafy.

Why else would she have been blushing?

“I caught you so you are in love with someone.”

I chuckle and she glares at me once again.

“Okay I love someone alright? But we aren’t talking about that right now. We are talking about you and Tamara. You should confess your feelings to her before you completely lose her. I’m serious. ”

I sigh and smile before nodding. Ruffling her hair and pecking her cheek.

“You should be a love doctor or something. I will try to do something. I can’t assure you that I would do something though. I will just try.”

I smile and she rolls her eyes at me before nodding while I chuckle once again.

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God. I feel like I’m about to go meet the devil as I rub my palm against each other,moving around the door and waiting for the right moment to go in.

I had just told her that this place would be hell for her so how the hell can I go in and then tell her that I love her again.

I shake my head. This isn’t going to work. It’s never going to work.

Just like it never worked seven years ago. It’s never going to work either now and I should just accept that.

Just as I’m about to turn back and leave, the door opens and I turn back to the door immediately, my eyes meeting with hers and she stared at me as if she had just caught me doing something before stepping out of the room and raising her brows at me.

“What were you doing?”

She asks,crossing her arms against her chest and my eyes goes down to her chest before trailing back to her lips.

God! What the fuck is wrong with me?!

“Nothing.. I was just… Was just…”

I stop and clear my throat.

“Was just checking if the knob still works so you wouldn’t have to be stuck in there. ”

I chuckle nervously.

Seriously Bryan? Knob? Out of all the excuses that I could have made. That was the best that I could find?

“Well, alright then. ”

She says and I watch her walk away while j let out a deep breath that I didn’t realize that I have been holding.

God. This is going to be harder than I thought.